I brace myself as I start disentangling the knots, venting the furore and removing the muzzle to speak out loud. At times its jubiliation, at times bereavement; but perpetually a soliloquy, because I do not care to be heard. I am out to write my personal opinion, and that is in isolation to anybody else's thoughts. Forgive me if they are offensive and applaud if impressive, for these expressions are what my persona is designed of.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
It’s about time!!
I admit that there have been changes. Actually transformations! I put it in plural as there have been many and in various aspects.
Those who have started knowing me now would not believe what I was like; and those who knew me from before are not able to digest what I have become.
There is not an iota of doubt that the past few months have been the most eventful ones. I learned, and I learned the hard way. I lost myself, only to rediscover the person I am. What made this journey so endearing? It is each and every moment I lived, each and every mistake I made, each and every crime I committed; all the gaiety interspersed with ennui-ty; the sinusoids of mood wavers. I cherish the past with as much passion as the zeal with which I look ahead now.
Now! Now is the time I have to start moving on. To take along the lessons I have learned and open up my mind for those which are yet to be learned. To tread the path from which I had strayed, to get back into that skin, which I had shed. As someone has recently told me, “it’s good to move on, but a sin to forget and move on...!!”
You can wish me Bon Voyage or Bon Retour! Suit yourself. :)
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Self scrutiny, I best see as deed we should gaze indeed...
ReplyDeleteThat's how we learn & that's how we actually earn..
Keep learning, keep earning!!
Gem you are, remove all polishing........
..........Love u dost................