chit-chat with You..............

hey...
wat is it tht You want out of life....? are You sure????
wait a min...who is it???
y do I keep saying the same things over n over again.....? y does this question persists in mind....? do I doubt u or ur potentials? or is it about me.........??? whose life am I talking about...is it mine?
so does that mean that U are controlling my life....who gave U this right in the first place....??
hold it...did U say it was me??
but when??????????
but I am a recalcitrant individual - "dont need anybody to rectify my existence..."
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ok...I give in!!
please guide me......
U have created me...n U know wat is best for me...
i am a lost child...n i do need Ur blessed hand upon me!
i bow my head infront of You..n i fear U(n only U!)....You hold the key to my destiny....!!
so, teach me new lessons......give me strength to follow Ur commands....and then dnt forget to reward appropriately
in the end..........keep loving me as u always do........... :)
i love u too.... :)