Shadows of fear

Just when the stars have leapt;
The angels looked on, as my body wept.

Too much fear has dazed my sight;
Glittering darkness, dancing before my eyes.

Apprehension is beginning to paralyze me;
The pain rushes back with every sight I read.

I gulp down, to drink my soul gluttonously;
Paranoia swarming & sweeping over monstrously.

It has been a long night, and now my whole being aches;
So I look at the ceiling, waiting for the dawn to break.

Ataraxis?

I stand alone on silent nights;

Scars of feelings dawn new light.

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I cannot reap a soul, nor weep;

And at night I cannot sleep.

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For the demons wake in silent beds,

To pull all my fears and dread.

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I must stay on my chosen path;

Hope to outrun their gentle wraith.

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I cannot stop until peace has shone,

But then I fear I am all alone.

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Like a candle, I flicker light;

Shedding tears and shedding fright.

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All but my presence is unknown,

How can I accept, what I feel is wrong?

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It brings so much strength to stop these tears;

Yet somehow I will wash my fears.

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The Calling............

Dreams in my eyes, Hopes in my heart;

Here I come, as I take your path..........

The many face of my memories,
So many incidents in your gallery;
Your hundreds of chronicles
...my umpteen stories!
But that one odd tale,
which now I begin to tell...Life, I come to you
...not to fail :-)

The warmth of my hands, shall melt all chains;
With sounds of my steps, destiny shall change!
Expectation in my eyes and desire in my soul;
All this and much more, I bring to your door..Life, help me sail through
...to the shore :-)

When you were upset with me, or when I am disappointed by you;
You know you wanted me, and I knew I desired you!
So today, let me confess, that I'm in love with you my mistress...
Life, be my soulmate
...in times of glory or distress :-)